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Things you wouldn't say, but you might think

So I've been thinking about conventional relationships and physical attractions and all that jazz. Here's the deal. I'm straight...I might be a bit wobbly at times but I'm mostly straight. I love men but I think that women are hot. I was watching some lesbians a Chris Brown concert I was attending and I thought...nope...I just can't do it. I think women are hot but I couldn't go full lezzie. But here is what I think...just go with this. I'm a relationship girl...I'm not a one night fly by threesome type girl. I do think that I could do it though. But I would have to be in a committed relationship with both the man and the woman. It would have a to be a complete relationship, I would have to love both the man and the woman and the three of us would be one. Can that happen? Can we put our jealousy aside and if so how are we to be except in society? How could I go home and say to my parents and siblings and say...Mom, Dad, this is my husband and this is my wife.

I was in a three way friendship years ago. Two women, one man. It was wonderful! It was the first time I thought...hmmmm....maybe this could work. I loved both of them with everything that I was. Could it work? I wouldn't give a rats ass about being excepted but I want to have babies. So what would happen to them? I'm not talking polygamy, I'm talking a equal threesome. I know it's crazy! just so crazy it just might work!